no one ever saw me as anything
only as all of the things they wanna see
and now I understand it goes hand-in-hand
angst inspiring my thoughts to take a stand
now as I drive around hometown familiar streets
hanging in the same old spots throughout the week ideas repeat
and you can’t run away from your maturity
no matter how you put off growing up
and all along I always thought I had to stay to get away, now
it makes me feel like am stuck here because I never thought I’d ever
be anyone, go anywhere, do anything I live life without a care,
‘cause I’m still around, in this forgotten town
here dreaming of things I never thought I’d ever be.
and as I pass the stream down where we used to play
I remember summer nights we swore one day we’d get away
and time it moved us on, but I’m still hanging on
waiting for an unsure fate, sometimes I wish I went along.
and then on that regret, I light my cigarette,
stare up at the midnight sky and let my mind relax a bit
‘cause this is where I am, and I’ll be here again
my unstable reality’s my own.
and looking back someday I hope to see my path as one less traveled
but I don’t feel I walk alone here because I never thought I’d ever
be anyone, go anywhere, do anything I live life without a care,
‘cause I’m still around, in this forgotten town
here dreaming of things I never thought I’d ever be.