My mind was busy as a hive of bumble bees at honey time
Until I let you come inside ‘cause then I paid the price.
Now looking back, I shoulda known, I met you at the dead-end road,
You found yourself I lost my soul, instead of thinking twice.
I fell for you, now it’s too late.
I think I wasn’t thinking straight.
My thoughts were in another place,
Now all I wanna do is watch your multi colors all turn black,
Just walk away and don’t look back
And I’ll get my life back on track
Though it may take a while,
‘Cause I just can’t stop thinking 'bout your smile,
I’ve come to terms with my mistakes
And loving you has been a waste
But I can’t wait to see your face reflecting in my eyes.
And if I had a rising stock for every single pill you popped
And all the times you pissed me off, I’d buy you something nice.
This masochism never ends
It’s so damn hard to just be friends.
When helping hands we used to lend
Are waving their goodbyes and saying
Please don’t dance with someone else
But put my book back on the shelf.
I swear to you it’s just as well
We separate a while
Until I can forget about your smile.
Even though I’m gonna’ miss
The way the earth moves when we kiss.
It’s more the best it ends like this
Just leave me be a while
And maybe then you’ll finally see me smile.